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Something Impossible

Off late..when I tried to convince myself,
That she wasn't the only one for me,
I tried so hard to keep my mind on something else,
Like a life without her,
its just not possible.

Something I cant live without,
Something so unique and amazing-Something incomprehensible,
Everyday and night I keep getting the image of her in my mind,
Those gorgeous red lips, her hair so straight,her eyes staring into mine,
Those cheeks blushing and shying away if she catches me staring at her,a temple for the gods.

She knows how to make me smile over something which only a child would smile over,
Knowing if she were mine, I would be the happiest person in the world,
I never seem to find anything close to her, she is a one and only,
It's too late, now she is gone for ever,
That there is no one else but her and if I want her...
The time is now,
Or it could all be too late.

It's crazy for me to say that I...
I wish for her to have the best of everything,
She makes my world go round,
And she makes me wish for another day,
But being without her, to not be able to tell her each and everyday,
First my girl and after that everybody else including myself,
Best of everything but I could never be the best person for her,
She deserves more,more than I could ever give her.

I been a fool, and even if sorry isn't enough... It's all that I got,
You don't have to trust me in everything,
But you should trust my feelings for you,
Because you know what?
I'm nothing without you,
NOTHING.

Stupid love

I dont know whom to blame,
I blame myself
All the thing that I am expecting out of u,
I am a fool.

Forever u find me smiling,
When I talk about you or with you
But I cant see the jovial smile from u
Is there any place I am going wrong.

Everyday I wake up
Hoping to get a fresh start
Praying I can undo
The mistakes I've done to you.

Everyday it's the same thing,
My memories come to haunt me.
I never knew it'd come to this
And now I'm regretting it.

Basically I'm saying sorry..
Sorry for my stupidity.
If you find it in your heart to forgive me,
I thank you with full sincerity.

But if you find it too hard to do so,
It's all right, who can blame you?
If there's even anyone to blame, it's me..
Me and my stupidity..

Sad smiley

i've been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you

you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from feeling low
coz i'm missing you so much.

I know you love me, even more than I
Could comprehend, but why am I kept in the dark.
No ones plans are rock solid,but why didn't you tell
About skeptical plans that you would go out.

I have go thru Facebook to learn about what you did through the day,
Is that being in a relationship?? I guess not.
and the pictures, U do not share the pics of everything??
Why the demarcation?? Why the Difference??

Is this what I come home to?? Definitely not,
In 3 weeks that you have gone there, you have gone far away
I got to know that you were all mine,
That is when the crux got in. Soo sorry I have be as distant
To u as possible,thats when things will be all right.

Acapulco heat

Muscles in turmoil, lips locked
gasping faster, unresisted appreciation,
never shying, letting go
arrest the instant, bring it slow
ride the high crescendo lifting
mind untouched and spirit shifting
bursting into starry night
heart pierced through with pricks of light
sharp like needles, yet as shining
deep in flush are bodies twining
gasping for a larger breath
feel pure unresisted appreciation

How i wish I could hold you my love

I kiss your sleeping head, my love
On my faithful arms,arms that will take care of you;
Time and fevers burn away
But in my arms till break of day
Let the let my girl lie,
Mortal, guilty, but to me
The entirely beautiful.

Soul and body have no bounds:
Oh how I wish I could lie in,
Her tolerant enchanted slope
In thy ordinary swoon,
Grave the vision Venus sends
Of supernatural sympathy,
Universal love and hope;


Surely, confidently
On the stroke of midnight pass
Like vibrations of a bell
And fashionable madmen raise
Their pedantic boring cry:
Every farthing of the cost,
All the dreaded cards foretell.

Midnight, I reach for that which is not mine:
Let the winds of dawn that blow
Softly round your dreaming head
Such a day of welcome show
Eye and knocking heart may bless,
Find our mortal world enough;
Noons of dryness find you fed

For you...

If only I could write a beautiful poem
I would write it specially for you,
So that we forever remain, so very true
With more than a goodness, like something new.

Like the everlasting stay of the sky so blue
Like the purple flower at dawn holding the dew,
Something that never fades away with time
Like the memories put together in a rhyme.

I always want a big smile for you
And will not be happy until you are too,
I want to spend each and every day with you
No matter what you say and what you do.

With happiness that remain all through the year
Knowing that you will always be near,
With the happy feeling of living close to you
I would write the poem just for you...