Sad smiley

i've been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you

you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from feeling low
coz i'm missing you so much.

I know you love me, even more than I
Could comprehend, but why am I kept in the dark.
No ones plans are rock solid,but why didn't you tell
About skeptical plans that you would go out.

I have go thru Facebook to learn about what you did through the day,
Is that being in a relationship?? I guess not.
and the pictures, U do not share the pics of everything??
Why the demarcation?? Why the Difference??

Is this what I come home to?? Definitely not,
In 3 weeks that you have gone there, you have gone far away
I got to know that you were all mine,
That is when the crux got in. Soo sorry I have be as distant
To u as possible,thats when things will be all right.

Acapulco heat

Muscles in turmoil, lips locked
gasping faster, unresisted appreciation,
never shying, letting go
arrest the instant, bring it slow
ride the high crescendo lifting
mind untouched and spirit shifting
bursting into starry night
heart pierced through with pricks of light
sharp like needles, yet as shining
deep in flush are bodies twining
gasping for a larger breath
feel pure unresisted appreciation